That Telling MomentChapter 13
Stephen adjusted his bow tie for the seventh time in as many minutes, scowling at his reflection in the fogged-up bathroom mirror of his flat in Barking. The cursed thing refused to sit straight, much like his life at the moment.
“It’s just a party,” he muttered to himself, attempting to channel his father’s steady calm. “A very posh, very important party where you have to pretend to be the boyfriend of the most brilliant and socially terrifying alpha at Dabney. Nothing complicated about that at all.”
His phone buzzed on the sink counter.
Ryland: I’m approaching your location. Estimated arrival in 3.4 minutes. Traffic patterns in Barking are surprisingly efficient this evening.
Stephen smiled despite himself. Only Ryland would provide a decimal point for an arrival time.
Stephen: Coming down now. Just wrestling with this bow tie.
Ryland: I can assist with that. I’ve developed a mathematically optimal tying method that accounts for neck circumference and fabric elasticity coefficients.
Of course he had.
As Stephen stepped outside his building, the sleek black Range Rover pulled up with Swiss-watch precision. The passenger window slid down to reveal Ryland, looking devastatingly handsome in a perfectly tailored tuxedo, his dark hair slightly tamed for the occasion.
“You’re exactly on time,” Stephen said, sliding into the passenger seat.
“I calibrated my departure to account for seven traffic lights and one potential roadwork delay.” Ryland’s eyes flicked to Stephen’s crooked bow tie. “Your tie is asymmetrical by approximately twelve degrees.”
“Is that your way of saying I look nice?”
“No,” Ryland said, putting the car in drive. “That would be a separate observation.” He paused, glancing at Stephen again. “You look aesthetically optimal in formal attire. The cut of your tuxedo emphasises your shoulder-to-waist ratio quite effectively.”
“Thanks,” Stephen said, feeling heat creep up his neck. “You clean up pretty well yourself.”
“My brother took me to Savile Row and selected this tuxedo.”
Stephen bit back a smile as Ryland navigated through London traffic with the same focused precision he applied to everything else. The alpha drove exactly at the speed limit, maintaining a distance from other vehicles that was probably calculated to the centimetre.
“Nervous about tonight?” Stephen asked as they turned onto Park Lane.
“I find large social gatherings approximately as enjoyable as major dental surgery,” Ryland replied. “But the annual gala provides networking opportunities that are statistically significant for departmental funding allocations. Hence my attendance.”
“Ah, the glamorous world of corporate politics.”
“There’s nothing glamorous about it. It’s a primitive social hierarchy dressed in designer labels and champagne.” Ryland frowned slightly. “Liv has informed me that my opinions on this subject are ‘aggressively honest’ and ‘career-limiting’ when expressed publicly.”
Stephen laughed. “I’ll be sure to rescue you if you start comparing executives to primates again.”
“The similarities are scientifically documented,” Ryland muttered, but the corner of his mouth twitched.
As they pulled up to the Grosvenor House Hotel, Stephen took a deep breath. The Dabney Diamond Anniversary Gala. Possibly the most important social event in the company calendar. And he was attending as the fake boyfriend of a man who’d once described small talk as “a catastrophic misallocation of cognitive resources.”
What could possibly go wrong?
## +++
The Grosvenor House Ballroom glittered like something from a period drama, crystal chandeliers refracting light across champagne flutes held by people who could probably buy and sell Stephen’s entire existence without checking their bank balance first.
“Dr. Ryland!” A woman in a gown that probably cost more than Stephen’s annual salary swooped toward them, champagne flute extended like a weapon. “So delighted you could join us. And you’ve brought… a friend?”
Ryland’s hand settled at the small of Stephen’s back, light but unmistakably possessive. “Stephen Huxley, Junior Counsel in Corporate Governance. Emma Wilson, CEO of Westland Renewables.”
“Charmed,” Emma said, her gaze sweeping over Stephen. “You’re the omega from Legal, aren’t you? The one with the… interesting family situation.”
Ryland’s hand tensed against his back.
“I prefer ‘the one with the outstanding brief-writing skills and exceptional regulatory knowledge as my descriptor,’” Stephen replied, smile firmly in place. “But I suppose personal branding is subjective.”
Emma’s eyebrows rose fractionally before her face settled into a practised corporate smile. “Of course. How refreshing to meet someone so… focused on their professional identity.”
Several nearby alphas shifted their posture, unconsciously creating more space. Ryland’s scent had changed, carrying something protective and distinctly territorial. Stephen’s omega biology registered it before his conscious mind did, a warm shiver running down his spine.
“If you’ll excuse us,” Ryland said, his tone perfectly polite while his scent said something entirely different. “I see Eames by the far wall, and we’ve got business matters to discuss.”
As they moved away, Stephen leaned closer. “Did you just scent-mark me in front of the CEO of Westland Renewables?”
“Not deliberately,” Ryland replied, looking slightly discomfited. “My biological responses occasionally override conscious control when confronted with social threats.”
“I was being socially threatened?”
“She was evaluating you based on designation and family connections rather than professional merit. Her eye movement patterns indicated she was connecting you to your brother’s public persona.”
Stephen blinked. “You can tell all that from someone’s face?”
“People broadcast their thoughts with surprising transparency if you know which data points to monitor.” Then, more quietly: “I apologise if my response was inappropriate. I find I’m increasingly… reactive when people attempt to diminish you.”
Stephen’s hand found Ryland’s arm, a brief squeeze. “That’s actually rather sweet.”
“It’s biological imperative, not confectionery,” Ryland replied, but his hand remained at Stephen’s back as they navigated through the crowd.
## +++
Three hours, fourteen tedious conversations, and two glasses of champagne later, Stephen found himself watching Ryland with growing concern. The alpha maintained his usual impeccable posture, his expressions calibrated to professional precision, but Stephen had spent enough time in his company to read the smaller signals.
Ryland’s responses to direct questions now contained a slight delay. His breathing had gone careful, measured. He’d gone very still.
Stephen moved closer, positioning himself between Ryland and the most chaotic part of the room. “You alright?” he murmured.
“I’m functional,” Ryland replied, the words clipped. “The ambient noise level has increased by approximately twelve decibels in the past forty-seven minutes. The perfume concentration in this area of the room exceeds optimal tolerance thresholds.”
Translation: he was drowning in sensory input but too stubborn to retreat.
“David!” A booming voice cut through their conversation. “And young Huxley. Enjoying the festivities?”
Eames himself approached, resplendent in a well-cut tuxedo. The CEO radiated the particular confidence of someone who’d never had to check a price tag in his life.
“Eames,” Ryland said, his handshake exactly calibrated, his smile precisely appropriate. But Stephen could smell the stress pheromones beneath his expensive aftershave, sharp and acrid.
“David, I was just telling the board about your remarkable work on the electromagnetic field modulator. Revolutionary stuff!”
“The preliminary results suggest a 74% improvement in energy transfer efficiency compared to current market solutions,” Ryland replied, his voice maintaining its usual precision despite the visible tension in his shoulders. “Though there are still calibration issues to resolve before full-scale implementation.”
As Eames launched into a monologue about market projections and shareholder expectations, Stephen watched Ryland’s left hand begin a subtle tapping pattern against his thigh. Thumb to fingertips in sequence, over and over, a self-soothing rhythm Stephen recognised from their server room encounters.
Then the chamber orchestra launched into what Stephen could only describe as violently enthusiastic Vivaldi. The sudden increase in volume seemed to hit Ryland physically. His finger-tapping accelerated, his breathing tightened, and a tiny muscle jumped in his jaw.
Stephen didn’t think. He just acted.
“Would you excuse us for a moment, Mr. Eames?” he said, smoothly inserting himself into the conversation. “I’ve been dying to drag Ryland onto the dance floor all evening, and this is my favourite piece.”
Eames’s eyebrows rose, but he smiled indulgently. “By all means. Though I wouldn’t have pegged our David as the dancing type.”
“He’s full of surprises,” Stephen replied, already guiding Ryland toward the dancing area where the lighting was softer and the crowd less dense.
Ryland allowed himself to be led, which was concerning in itself. The alpha followed Stephen without protest, his expression carefully blank.
“Stephen,” he said quietly once they reached the edge of the dance floor. “I don’t dance. I lack the necessary coordination and rhythm perception.”
“You don’t need to,” Stephen replied, gently taking Ryland’s hand and positioning them in a basic slow-dance pose. “Just follow my lead. I’m creating a sensory buffer zone.”
Understanding flickered in Ryland’s eyes. “A strategic retreat disguised as a romantic gesture.”
“Exactly. Now put your hands on my waist and pretend I’m saying something devastatingly charming.”
Ryland complied, his movements stiff at first. Stephen manoeuvred them to the least crowded corner of the dance floor, positioning Ryland’s back to the wall. Then, acting on instinct, he guided Ryland’s head toward the juncture of his neck and shoulder, where his scent glands were closest to the surface.
“This might help,” he murmured. “Just… breathe.”
For a moment, Ryland froze, and Stephen feared he’d miscalculated catastrophically. Then the alpha inhaled deeply, his whole body shuddering as Stephen’s scent hit his system. His hands tightened on Stephen’s waist, and he pressed his face closer, taking another deep breath.
“Your molecular composition,” Ryland murmured against Stephen’s skin, “is remarkably effective at neural regulation.”
“Is that your way of saying I smell nice?”
“It’s my way of saying your scent contains compounds that appear to reset my autonomic nervous system when it approaches overload.” Ryland’s voice had lost its strained quality, settling back into its usual precision. “Fascinating. I should collect samples for analysis.”
“Maybe don’t lead with that line when you’re talking to an omega that you’re holding,” Stephen advised, but he was smiling.
They weren’t really dancing so much as swaying gently in place, but it didn’t matter. Stephen could feel the tension leaving Ryland’s shoulders with each breath the alpha took, his body gradually relaxing into their embrace. Stephen found himself stroking the short hair at the nape of Ryland’s neck, his other hand tracing soothing patterns across his shoulder blades.
Their combined scent was creating something new in the air around them, something that caused other couples to give them space without seeming to realise they were doing it. Ryland’s alpha pheromones wrapped around Stephen in answer to his comfort, and their bodies pressed closer than their arrangement required, finding a synchronicity that felt nothing like performance.
“Better?” Stephen asked softly.
“Significantly,” Ryland replied, his voice a warm rumble against Stephen’s neck. “Your intervention was… optimal.”
The song ended. Neither of them moved. Ryland’s arms remained around Stephen’s waist, his face still pressed close to Stephen’s scent glands, as if he couldn’t quite bring himself to pull away.
When Ryland finally lifted his head enough to meet Stephen’s eyes, the carefully maintained analytical distance had vanished. Stephen’s breath caught.
“Thank you,” he murmured, the words brushing against Stephen’s ear.
“Anytime,” Stephen replied, and was surprised to realise he meant it.
## +++
They circulated the room for the remainder of the evening, but now they moved as a coordinated unit. Stephen positioned himself as a buffer between Ryland and the most chaotic elements of the party. Ryland’s alpha presence carved out a sphere of quiet respect around Stephen that he’d never experienced in corporate settings.
When an alpha from Marketing made a not-so-subtle reference to “twins with different career paths,” Ryland simply looked at him until the man retreated, mumbling apologies. When Emma from Westland Renewables circled back, Ryland redirected the conversation to Stephen’s recent work on the Crawford merger, positioning him as an expert rather than a curiosity.
“Ready to leave?” Ryland asked as the party began to thin around midnight. “I’ve completed the minimum required networking interactions for optimal departmental benefit.”
“God, yes,” Stephen replied. “If I have to smile through one more conversation about yacht maintenance or holiday homes in the Maldives, I might commit a crime that even my legal expertise couldn’t defend.”
The drive home unfolded in contemplative silence. London at night sprawled around them, a glittering maze of lights and shadows. Stephen found himself oddly reluctant for the evening to end, despite his earlier eagerness to escape the gala.
His hand rested on Ryland’s thigh throughout the journey, a point of contact that felt both casual and profound. Ryland’s fingers occasionally traced absent patterns along Stephen’s wrist, seemingly unaware of the intimacy of the gesture.
When they reached Stephen’s building, the engine idled. Neither moved.
“Thank you,” Ryland said finally. “For tonight. Your intervention was… I lack adequate terminology to express its value.”
“That’s a first,” Stephen said with a small smile. “The great David Ryland, lost for words.”
“It happens more frequently than you might expect,” Ryland replied softly. “Particularly in your presence.”
The air between them shifted. Stephen found himself leaning slightly closer, drawn by something he couldn’t name but could feel in every cell of his body.
“I should go,” he said, not moving. “Early meeting tomorrow.”
“Yes,” Ryland agreed, equally motionless. “Logical.”
Another moment passed.
“Goodnight, Ryland,” Stephen finally said, forcing himself to reach for the door handle.
“Goodnight, Stephen,” Ryland replied, and the way he said it made it sound like more than a farewell.
As Stephen walked toward his building, he could feel Ryland’s gaze on his back, warm as a hand pressed between his shoulder blades. He didn’t look back. He didn’t need to. He already knew the car wouldn’t move until he was safely inside.